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I dug up some old posts from years ago. It’s always so depressing to read the things I wrote back when I was a kid.. I stil never really read any of my old journals anymore. It just makes me feel like crap.
I found a survey I took back in september of 01′ (must have been around 13 or 14 years old).
1.) Name one person you regret dating.
Derrek, he has messed up my mind. Now I rather not have another relationship
Looking back, Derrek didn’t do a damn thing to me.
2.) Name one person you can do without in your life.
Derrek
3.) Name one person of the same sex that you would kiss if you were unattached.
huh?
4.) Name one celebrity star that you find hot.
Heath Ledger, Josh Hartnett, Mark McGrath
HAHA! I can’t believe I put Mark McGrath on there, and it’s funny that I’m STILL obsessed with Heath Ledger
5.) Name one LJer that you find hot.
What is an LJer?
6.) Name one city that you find most appealing.
Parker, Colorado. It’s total horse country and it’s so green
7.) Favorite piece of jewelry?
turquiose necklace from Grandma
Lost it YEARS ago.
8.) Favorite piece of clothing?
(Jeans and A 80s cartoon T-shirt (Rainbow brite, My Little Pony, Etc..)
That was all I wore when I was that age
9.) Favorite place to be?
at the stables with my horse, or at home
That’s depressing as all hell, since I have not had horses in about 2 years now. All my fault, and not a day goes by that I wish I could just ride again.
10.) Favorite person to be with?
my horse (he is considered a person to me)
11.) What’s one regret that you have in life?
I can’t think of any right now..
That’s because I didn’t have any regrets back then
12.) Name one part of your body that you dislike most.
my skin
That’s no longer a problem. The teenage acne is mostly gone now, heh. Now I’m just fat!
13.) Name one part of your body that you love most.
my eyes
14.) What’s one thing you would like to do before you die?
Travel to beautiful places
One can never do enough traveling, but I did quite a bit and I do say I have now been to gorgeous countries
15.) What’s one thing you enjoy doing during your free time?
Working on my site, or riding
Nowadays - it’s drinking with friends or playing video games. I’ve gone from being a productive person to a lazy drunk.
16.) Which one person you’d like to meet (celebrity or not).
Heath Ledger
17.) Which one thing that you like to own someday.
Hanavarion Warmblood
Well, that happened, but I screwed it up.
18.) Which one goal that you’d like to achieve.
Make it far in my riding, like going to the Olympics
Ok I just want to cry now
19.) What’s your most favorite memory?
Galloping Synder through the alfafa feilds, with my old friends
Still my all time favorite memory
20.) What’s one memory that you would like to erase?
Agreeing to go out with Derrek
Wow I can’t believe I had such a problem with that guy, he did nothing wrong to me!
January 2002…
I made 2 new friends today! yay!!! One of them is this gothic chic and she’s awesome. I like gothic people, and heavy rocker people. They are cool. And I met a good friend of Brian’s, his name is Christian and we talked about video games and NIN in class today. He is such a sweetie!! omg!! He is just sooooo nice!
I hate posers. I cannot stand them, I’ve had enough of them. Roybn wore a punk outfit today - which is odd because she’s a teenbopper prep thing. Punk isn’t a fashion.. it’s in your blood. Fucking moron. As my best friend Andrea says, your only punk when monkeys start flying out of my butthole
*inside joke* lol!
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Haha! Wow.
I wish I had a my graphics I used to make for my past websites. I never backed them up, and when Matt stole my laptop a couple years back I lost everything. I ony wish I had them for memory sake, and I would like to have been able to improve them.
I’m really considering getting back into design, and redoing this page to make it more like what my sites once were. It’s just that I have forgotten so much as far as html, php, and photoshop… it’s probably been around 3 years since I last experimented with any of it.
Hm.. Well folks. I think it’s about time for me to step it up, I’m sure I still have some creativity hidden somewhere in my head.
October 9th, 2009 at 5:23 pm
I don’t know if you will read this, as you posted this a while ago, but i have been reading your blog since you were at jambled.nu
And though we’ve never met, i feel like i know you and still do like to check up to see how you are going cause you have had a lot of hard times and I always want to know if things are getting better for you.
That sounds stalkery, or whatever, but i just think that you deserve good things. Anyway, things seem like they’re leveling out for you, which is good. I know that when i used to blog, it was rarely about anything happy but my life was no where near as bad as i made it out to be.
October 12th, 2009 at 11:17 pm
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