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I CAN’T STOP PLAYING OBLIVION!!!

So in my last post I mentioned my citations.

I paid off the P.I. warrant, because… well, uhm. I got pulled over for speeding and was picked up for it. Thank god I had money in the bank and was out of Keller jail in less than an hour. I’m ashamed, but happy that they were able to book and process me that quickly. I just have to call Irving tomorrow to make extra sure that the warrant is cleared.

So, no more P.I. warrant! I’m broke. $390 to pay that MF off. And just to think, if I were to be responsible and pay it off in the beginning it would be around $250. But my dumbass had to be insubordinate and let it draw out into a warrant. Once again. I’ve been arrested in grand total about 10 times in the past 3 years, most of which being warrants for BS, lost a job because of a warrant related arrest and just causing more burdens for myself. I don’t get it, why can’t I just grow the fuck up and take care of things? I guess I just think I can get away from legal things, but no - I don’t. Ever. The right thing to do would be to sit it out and not bother to pay for it. I should learn to ‘pay my dues’.

And now, two more speeding tickets.

Sheesh. I have an iron foot

Beth - get it together. Please for fucks sake.

Or just move, far… far far away. To someplace non-exsistant like middle earth.
Or well, I’ve come close… Oblivion came in the mail today and I’m playing this game non-stop. It’s like crack!!!
Help! I need an rpg PS3 intervention!!!

Mom bought me a PS3!

So here I am bitching about all these traffic citations and not being to pay them off and I get a PS3; oh my priorities are so jacked up. But look at it this way - the PS3 has caused me to stay home; basically becoming a full blown hermit. I’m less likely to get picked up by the cops if I stay in, right?

I quite literally have not left the house in DAYS. I bought Tomb Raider: Underworld and I’m pathetically addicted. And it’s only gonna get worse - I ordered Oblivion off of Amazon for $20 and it should be in any day now. I can see myself being massively obsessed with it.

The graphics are AMAZING. I guess after playing my PS2 for so many years, and not seeing much of a PS3 has made me not realize how damn advanced things are with gaming.

I’m also starting a diet thing I kind of came up with. It works.
I eat the right amount of calories in the day - 2,000 or so (I try to make a guess at how much I’ve consumed) and by the end of the day if I’m craving for munchies or another sandwich, I chug as much water as possible. It makes my stomach feel full, and water is good. I sure been pissing a lot, even waking up at night to make a trip to the bathroom. But it keeps me from over-eating and I already feel better. They say your supposed to drink asstons of water every day and now I understand that it actually helps.

I’ve also cut sodas and fast food out entirely, and the alcohol intake has slowed down quite a bit (though I drank a 6-pack last night). A lot has to do with the PS3, instead of being bored and getting drunk every night, I’m kept entertained.

Of course I’ve done all this before. It’ll last a couple weeks and then I’ll go back to bad habits. It’s like a damn rotation beyond my control.

As for that Walmart interview, I’m quite sure I got the job. The problem is I had to have a drug test. And it’s just my luck to have to have it when I hardly EVER smoke weed anymore, but I had a hit a couple days previous to the test. Wtf. We’ll have to see how that goes. Ughhhh…

I also cut my bangs. A bit too short. It’s hard to straighten them, I’ve already burned my forehead and fingers multiple times. Well, it will grow back. And no matter what it’s better then before, since they were in my face and annoying as all hell.

… at Walmart. I’m officially lame. But whatever, it’s a fucking job and I’ll take anything right now. My ultimate last resort would be anything as far as fast food, because working in that area would pose a health risk as I would eat everything.

If I don’t get hired at fucking Walmart, of all places, I should really just consider moving to a different country.

A couple shots before the interview could help, at least that way I would not be nervous and have plenty of confidence. Haha (NO, I’m not going to do that).